My Life as a CIA Spy
To say this book is a disappointment is in some ways a compliment. Lindsay Moran writes a book about spying that, while funny and entertaining, is also somewhat mundane. I was pretty excited to read a book by a real-life spy, but it turns out the life of a spy can be pretty routine at times.
For example, at one point, Moran complains about how all the time talking with informants in parked cars and restaurants and typing up reports in the office has caused her to get fat. This is not the sort of thing that happened to James Bond. (Well, except maybe during the later Roger Moore years.)
Her work was dangerous at times, though honestly Moran doesn't seem to make a big deal about the danger. This is perhaps because of the mostly light tone she uses throughout the book.
Despite that light tone, she was not a happy spy. She quickly grew disillusioned with the Agency. The agents the CIA encouraged her to recruit never seemed to know anything important. The actual work she did seemed useless. And too often her bosses were stuck in a Cold War mindset. It didn't help that she also had ethical qualms about the whole process of recruiting agents, in which one preys on the weaknesses of foreigners in an attempt to get them to turn over information about their country.
The biggest problem with being a spy, however, is the loneliness. When you're a spy, you can never tell people too much about your life, and it's tough to have a lasting relationship with someone when you can't even reveal what you do during the day. (Bond, obviously, wasn't too bothered by this.) And when she did decide to date someone, she needed to divulge everything to the CIA on long, bureaucratic forms, so that they could determine whether the man in question was a spy or not.
Of course, there were exceptions. Men didn't need to report any encounters with prostitutes, as long as they made sure not to go back to the same prostitute twice. That apparently is not a security risk. Just in case you were wondering.